Can you hear them? Your guardian angels?

When was the last time you heard your angels? Now?

Happy Mother’s Day!

Fog

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Clouds swirl

a second in time

When I knew my mind

The lines unbroken

Pain unspoken

slowly poisoning

gray matter

What does it matter?

It all fades anyway

memories, good times and

bad times

The blur of everything lived

the bad things buried

within

do they all fade too

with the mist that becomes

us in time,

a fog that maybe, just maybe

in time

does

clear

Β©Sandi Martinez – O’vehlu

Big Pray – Chapter 21: ‘Good’ always breaks through

Big pray - Chapter 21 Sun can't be stopped - neither can your good intentions πŸ™πŸΌ

Big Pray – chapter 20: God’s art

Big Pray - chapter 20: Art in the sky is God's alone

PTSD’S got my back

Mental illness, doesn’t prevent people from experiencing miracles. In fact, in my case, I can observe the trigger and how it ends as miraculous. PTSD really does have my back, but it takes my sanity too. Yet it leaves me with a view to my present and a go into my future. Who would have thought?

Thanks for the listen! Many blessings, Sandi πŸ™πŸΌ

Big Pray – chapter 18: Divine works its way

Chapter 18 of 21.

I often get inspiration from God. It comes in the form of doodles, words, or deed. These chapters are a BIG PRAY. πŸ™πŸΌ The kind that I know the meaning, but some may be guessing.

It’s not my intention to hide or be subtle. The words and images make their way to Internetverse… This doodle expresses how we can easily hurt each other by words or deeds, or both.

It’s so easy to stay suck in pain. Our personal pain, collective pain, and physical/emotional pain. Pain. That’s not an excuse to continue on that path. How to get out of it? Tons of inner work. Talking it out with people we trust. Therapy. It is a decision. Not a choice. Though tons of choices seem obvious, they’re merely crossroads for excuses.

How will you decide to handle your pain? Whatever it is, you/we aren’t experiencing our humanity alone on this planet. Remember, we are made of God’s fabric. You are light and love.

Many blessings πŸ™πŸΌ, Sandi

Big Pray – chapter 16: Peace – the stage for inner balance

Big Pray - Chapter 16: Peace exists to remind us; battles prepare us for the war within

Big Pray – Chapter 15: You are never alone, ever.

Big Pray - Chapter 15 Your angel is near

Big Pray – Chapter 14: Pray way more

Big Pray Chapter 14: Life is fleeting, pray more